If Nobody Believed in You

Great country song. Don't hate. Sometimes, all it takes is for someone to say, "I believe in you." I think deep down, all we want/need is for someone to just love us and believe in us. I know that God loves us and believes in us, but we were meant to be encouragers and encouraged by our fellow brothers and sisters. Me, Kyle, Bridgette, Lisa and Nan went to the International Day Celebration. All I have to say about that is iFail. I was all excited and ready, and then once I got there, I just couldn't bring myself to talk to any internationals. What is wrong with me? Ugh. How is it that something that brings most people happiness just brings me mostly fear and sadness? I can't quite figure it out. The BASIC Conference is this weekend. I am going in with absolutely no expectations. That way, there is no room for disappointment, but there is room for the opportunity for me to be pleasantly surprised.

Tiredness at 12:57 am

I feel like such a failure. Like I've let everyone down. I'm ready to give up on this, but I know I made a commitment and I have to stick to it. I feel like because we're halfway through the end of the semester, my efforts are going to be fruitless anyway.

Prayer on Monday night was really good. It was like God was speaking to me directly through Kdee. It was definitely a Holy Spirit filled night.

I can't help but think about the end of the semester and how quite a few people are leaving. I am honestly scared for them, and scared that friendships are going to die off. I don't want that to happen, not to any of them.