History 102

I feel like history is repeating itself. I hate it. I feel like because no one ever bothers to invite me to hang out with them, no one wants me around, like they don't care enough to see me. Some may assume it's because I just want to feel included. Partly, yes. More than that, it's just the desire to be around and hang out with friends. Kinda hard when they don't have that same desire toward you. Other people they HAVE to make sure they are invited, everytime. Whatever.

Can't wait for this semester to end. At the same time, I am so scared.