Forgiveness

I was working at Lakeside the other day and I was thinking about certain things going on in my life and with my family. I've realized I am a horrible person. Regarding my last post, who am I to keep my family from feeling my love and compasssion? I do not have the right to hold back that love. No matter what has happened in the past, they deserve my forgiveness. I have forgiven. And when I did, my heart just filled with joy and it lightened so much, I was super happy!! And I thought, I don't care if they don't forgive me for saying such horrible things, because I have forgiven them. I feel like I don't deserve their forgiveness anyway. I have no idea if any of this makes any sense to anyone but it does to me. And now all I want is for my grandpa to get well and for his kidney to be restored to full health.

All summer I have wanted to hear "How He Loves," and today in church, we sang it!! I was sooooo excited! Church was awesome today. The end