I would like to start of this post by thanking each and every one of you for being the amazing people you are. :) I was thinking, Jesus is like the perfect flashlight. Whenever we need light to shine into our dark places, He's there, ready to light our paths and guide us, maybe that's more like a lighthouse, haha. You get my point. I have a lot of searching within my heart to do. I have a lot of praying to do. I don't care if I want this or not, if God wants it for my life, that's good enough for me. Just sayin. I have so many questions to answer. Am I ready? Do I want it badly enough? Am I willing to take huge steps out of my comfort zone? Honestly, I don't know the answers to any of these questions yet, but I will be searhing for them, yes I will.
Seeing Andy last night saddened me alot. It broke my heart to see him the way he was. I really hope doing this will be really good for him. I shall be prayin. Blah, I hate money. I hate needing money. Where did the good ole barter systems go? Jeesh.
Blerghhhhhhhhhhhhh.........................
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