Saturday, January 22, 2011

Like Math, Only Better

I have had this recurring theme in my life over the past two or three years. I kept bringing something to God, and I thought I had it all figured out. But then tonight, I was feeling rather mopey and all woe is me. I didn't really let it show, but I knew I couldn't just sit here and do nothing while so many feelings, such as jealousy and annoyance, swirled around in my heart and many thoughts (mostly negative) threatened to consume every part of my brain. So I went to my room and had a nice, long, refreshing chat with God. He showed me that as long as I stay focused on Jesus and not on anyone or anything else, everything would fall into place, maybe not everything, but whatever I was struggling with at the moment. I know it sounds really cliche, but this time was different. I feel like something I thought I knew has been shown to me in a completely new light, giving me a fresh look on things. I also find it really encouraging and I find my spirit renewed and re-energized. Do I make any sense? Eh. It matters not to me, haha.

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