Congrats to Me

Isn't today supposed to be a day where I feel special and happy? well, that's not what's happening. What's happening is I'm sitting on my bed, crying. Why? Because I didn't have my family here to make me feel special. I didn't walk, so that also tones down the specialness factor a lot. Everyone's attention was on the people in the gowns. They got gifts. Not me. I got a gift from Rocky's family, but that's it. I don't even know what to do right now. #feelingalone