Currently, I am watching Avatar with some of the camp staff who is here so far. It's been a really good movie so far. I especially like the imagery of the forest at night, when everything glows, so beautiful! I really like hanging out with them. They're all a lot of fun. Most of them. There's one person who no one really likes, so it's going to be an interesting summer.
The negative thoughts I had awhile ago are coming back. I'm reaching that point again. I don't want to be at that point again. I've been able to see how my group of camp friends is different from my Christian friends and I've realized some interesting things that have kind of pushed me further to that point. Where I don't want to end up. Soemtimes I wish there was more honesty. Instead of giving me only half, give me all. I can handle it.
Lord, pour forth Your love over me. Fuel a fire and passion in my heart so strong no one can put it out. Fill my life with a joy like I've never known. Lord, I long to live for You, and You alone. Bring peace and a sense of calm into my life. Rid me of any anger and bitterness. Lord, change me completely into the person You have purposed me to be. Use me in ways that glorify You. Father, I need You so much. Probably more than even I realize. God, I pray I use this summer to draw me ever closer to You. In Jesus' name, amen.
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