Happy Birthday?

Today is/was my birthday. I gotta admit, it was a weird one. I'm used to being surrounded by people all day on my birthday. But today, I was all by myself until Lisa and Tasha came over. They were here for a little while. Lisa is working on a card for me, and Tasha brought me a piece of Red Velvet cake. It was thoughtful. Then they left.

Me, Ryan, Kdee and Shannan went to the DiPierro's for dinner. We told them about the trip and stuff. Annette made me a chocolate cake. She gave me a huge piece to take home. Before Lisa and Tasha came over, I had eaten a piece of wedding cake from Zach and Becca's wedding. And then, when I got home, there was a cake Shonda had made for me. i am going to be so caked out by the end of the week, haha. What was funny about Shonda's cake was the fact that she had placed nailpolishes in it upside down :-D

Tonight, what I was afraid of happening happened. I learned that some people hung out with each other and didn't bother inviting me. I wouldn't have cared so much if it weren't my birthday. And I know Lisa nad Tasha did come over, but it still would've been nice to be invited. I feel like some people didn't really care that much that it was my birthday, as selfish as that may sound, it's how I felt. Negative feelings of the past rose up again. I was really feeling the one sidedness of a few friendships today. I was talking to a friend about this, and they made a good point. They told me that even though, it seemed like some people didn't want to hang out with me today, there are people who weren't able to see me today who would have loved to. That made me feel a little better.

Nick gave me a card with a nice little message in it and chocolate in the shape of a cow :D Isn't funny how the simplest of gifts can make a person the happiest???

I would love to write about NYC, but I need to get some sleep, and hopefully sleep off this blah mood. I'll save it for another time. Night!