Bedtime???

I am SO tired, and I'm not really sure why. I mean, I was up at 6:15, but usually after my work shift, I'm much more awake. Today, though, I've been tired since I woke up. It took what little energy I have not to fall asleep in the two classes I had today. Weird.

In other news, I wish I was more excited for the Conference. I'm excited, but not to the same extent I usually am. I dunno. Maybe that'll change soon. Sometimes, I want to be a rebellious Christian, and do things completely unlike me. Sometimes, these things I know would be big mistakes and so I refrain from doing them. Am I the only one who has ever felt this way? I am also really tempted to make a very unwise financial decision regarding an Ipod touch. I found another one for 150. I want one SO bad, and this Friday, I will have enough to get one, but I should really save that money for rent. Ugh, what to do, what to do.

At Bible Study last night, we were talking about how sometimes God takes peoples' lives because He knows if He doesn't, they are going to turn completely away from Him. This is amazing to me, that God loves us so much and would rather us be in Heaven with Him forever than for us to continue living our lives, but without Him in them. He would rather cut our lives short so we have eternal life than let us live a long life, but not end up in the Kingdom. Wow. Just wow.

I failed my first Italian test. Yay. Go me. I have to do better next time, I have to! I will! It's definitely not a 12th grade Spanish class. This class makes that one seem like a breeze. Our professor even told us that one semester of Italian 101 is equal to 4 years of Italian in high school. Talk about intense.

I felt like blogging, I've been feeling it for awhile, and there ya have it. Arrivaderci!