First there were these things: We FINALLY have heat. Yay! I hate to sound unappreciative or whatever, but sometimes I feel like it gets a little stuffy in here. This is one thing I hate about having a higher body heat than most people. I get hot really fast. But I guess it's better than no heat. I also got an 800 dollar refund check in the mail, from my TAP Grant so it's completely free money! I just purchased an Ipod Touch online. I'm really excited!
Then there were other things. Every day, I hear Satan whispering lies into my heart. Like, "IF you don't do this, you won't ever be this way," or "If you do this, then this will happen and you'll be more liked." I know I can't listen to them, because that would just be foolish of me. And yet, this is something I think about at least once everyday, sometimes 2 or 3 times. I'm fighting so hard to not listen to his empty promises that will lead me nowhere except a road I'd rather not go down. Sometimes, I'm filled with a self-hate and it's just not right. So, yeah.
I got nothin' else. Ciao!
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