Ugh, how I hate drama. I seem to have a lot of it in my life right now, as I'm sure many of you do. I'm sitting at my desk, literally ready to just start crying, and I have no idea why. There's this friend, A.W. Because of my becoming a Christian and because I have been super busy lately, we have grown apart a lot this semester. So we decided to have a dinner date tonight. She ended up cancelling it because she said she had a "big thing tomorrow." And she asked if we could do latenight instead, and I was like Yeah, sure. So at latenight, she had foru or five other people sitting with her. So she said, "I feel so bad, maybe we can do dinner another night, just me and you." Well, I found out from my roomie that she had invited someone else to go to dinner with us, without asking me. And the only reason she had suggested dinner another night was because my roomie gave her hell, pardon my language, for cancelling dinner and such. It annoys me so much that she thinks I'm stupid and gonna fall for whatever excuses she has. I'm probably gonna regret this later but I just really need to get it out of my system. So now I don't know what to do. Should I make another dinner date with her? Should I just sever our friendship? I have no clue, but I am going to trust that He knows what He's doing. Someone suggested I just dive into Jesus. Honestly, I opened my Bible this morning with every intention of having some alone time with God, but for some reason, I just couldn't bring myself to read any of it and I got so frustrated. I felt so discouraged and awful. Ok, enough ranting for one night, here's to hoping tomorrow is better. Love all of you :)
Dee
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