Do I blog too much? I feel like I do. Oh well. I'm sittign at my computer eating Ramen noodles and listening to "By Your Side" by I forget who, good song though, I LOVE it. Got it off Ryan's roadtrip cd :-) I just don't understand people. How can you move into a relationship so fast?? seriously? i can't help but wonder if this person even asked for God's guidance or anything. but i will hold my tongue and remain neutral. i know what will happen if i don't keep quiet. i just feel like it's too fast. whatever. maybe i'm completely wrong, definitely a possibility. ya know, i thought i was good at kickball, until i played with people who are better than me. i got really annoyed at people, mainly a person. he was soooooo cocky and arrogant, worse than usual. i didnt really have fun. i wanted ot leave before the game even started. i'm just being a negative nancy, don't mind me. i feel like people were taking pity on me and felt the need to treat me special, especially bz. he told me he tried kicking the ball toward me at one point. why? so i could catch it and make it seem like im good? lame. i didnt think i was that bad. i've realized why i hate sports. in middle/high school, i gym, i was horrible at them. it seemed like people judged me based on whether or not i could play well. i couldn't, which definitely lowered my already low self-esteem. i have better self-esteem now, but playing kickball brought some of it to the surface again. but i survived. im not sure i will be doing any more of these sporting events of kdee's. i prefer to watch. Did you know Jesus loves you? He does :) Crazy, right? im tired. trnasformers 2 was good, but not great. i can't see how they could consider it a kids movie, so much swearing and sexual references, im worried for the future generations.
its been a weird semester so far. it seems like satan has found our biggest weaknesses and using them against ourselves and against each other, at times. but guess what? WE WILL OVERCOME!! we have something he doesn't and thats the love of Jesus. it's alive and everpresent in all of us, it's up to us what we do with it. i need to go wash my roommate's hotpot out and silverware, using her dishsoap and sponge :-D
<3 dee
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