Colds stink. But I realized something earlier. I have a measly little cold. There are thousands of people out there suffering from cancers, and other terminal illnesses. I really don't have much of a right to complain. I am thankful for my roomie's drugstore, hahaha. I'm going to miss it and her next year :( I hope I'll still get to see her. I really should be doing homework. Bleh.
This weekend was really good! I had a lot of fun, and I think I learned stuff, haha. I thought the services ran a little too long, but overall, I liked it. I loved Tim O'Leary, one of the main speakers. He was so funny! It almost felt like we were at a BASIC conference, especially Friday night, when we went to Denny's. That was Friday night, wasn't it? The days have just kind of blended together. Like yesterday felt like a Sunday, I think mainly because we went to church that morning. That service was ok, but after awhile, I just wanted it to end. She was just repeating the same thing over and over. I'm getting really good at typing without looking at the keyboard. AnywhoI feel like I have a lot say but I don't feel like typing it all out. It's nothing important anyway. Ali is still alive! I'm so happy, he's a tough little guy, probably takes after me :-D
I'm not sure how I feel about this ET Bible Study. I hate discussion groups, so much. But at the same time, I want to learn more about this stuff, because I know pretty much nothing about any of it. I dunno, we shall see. On a different note, I feel like things within our own group have changed from what they were last semester. Maybe it's just me, maybe it's not. I find myself rethinking thoughts I had been able to get rid of last semester. And I don't really like it, because I know I'm just being silly and thinking too much. But I also know I'm not the only one who disagrees with some things that, I think, are getting old and tiresome. But whateva. I just saw that my stuffed frog has a little plastic Denny's sword sticking out of it's eye, interesting. Can't remember when I did that, haha. My laundry will be done in 20 minutes. Dating is interesting. It's weird though, because people call him my boyfriend, but I really don't think the title fits until we're actually in a relationship. I want to change my status back to single on Facebook, but I don't want everyone to go into freakout mode, especially my parents and aunt, yikes. I feel like a jerkface though, because he's trying and I feel like I'm not. I gotta work on that. He's great and is always willing to do things for me, and I feel like I dont deserve it. Maybe I'm just too used to doing things on my own. In church, we learned that love is not selfish and it should be about the other person. He's doing a great job with thatand I'm sucking at it. Perhaps it's a good thing we're only dating. I has lots to learn. :)
I want to be a world changer. I want to help as many people as I can. I'd love to just travel the world to poor countries and do what I can to help them. I want to make the sun shine visible to people who have only ever seen darkness. Maybe this is my calling in life, maybe this is what God desires for me to do. I want the love of Christ to just flow from me and touch the lives of those who would have never felt it otherwise. I want to surrender to His will. I just don't know where to begin. Perhaps within my own heart? My eyes feel really weird, like dried out or something. Going back on topic, so yeah, this is what I desire most for my life. 12 minutes. I think I am going to end there. Can't really think of anything else I want to say. Goodday mates!
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