I feel empty. Lately, I feel like my heart is a shell and nothing is inside it. At prayer tonight, I didn't even feel very convicted about things, like I usually do. I feel like the fire that has been in my heart has been extinguished. I just go through my days, not really having anything to look forward to. Why can't I get myself excited for You, God? I was on fire just a week ago and now, poof, it's gone. Not cool. Reminds me of the song, "The Motions." That's where I'm at, just going through the motions.
I realized tonight I haven't forgiven her for the words she said that cut deeply into my heart. I hadn't realized just how deep those cuts ran. I find my heart is still bitter toward her. It makes me wonder if I'm as easily forgiving as people think I am.
Anyway, I have a ton to do. May the peace of the Lord be with you. And also with me. Haha.
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