Let's boycott Thanksgiving Day!

I realized something. Actually, I've realized a lot of things. But let's do one at a time. Thanksgiving Day is a joke. We should be thankful to God everyday, not just one day out of the year, ya know? I don't like it. Oh well. I'm going to my aunt's house later, for dinner. I have the feeling it's going to be awkward and weird. Idk, we'll see. I feel like a stranger in my home, someone who no longer belongs. But I'm not going to care because I know I belong in God's house and I will be welcomed with loving arms. My dad has hardly said a word to me at all. My mom has asked a few questions abotu China, but not in an accusing way, just in a "I want to know more" way, which I didn't mind. She's at least trying to understand. Ok, enough on that topic.

I am so glad I've told you what I have. It's helped realize there's mroe to you than I thought. I guess I've only ever seen the crazy side of you, and when I say crazy, I mean it in a good way :) I feel like becoming closer to you will help me and my little jealousy issues. We needed to talk. I'm glad I could get a lot of things off my chest and that you were there to lend an ear. It was nice to talk to someone who really understands where I'm coming from. Thank you so much and I'm excited for our growing friendship.

I, too, need to stop letting my emotions get in the way of God. I need to pull myself away and draw closer to Him. I know I have to, in order for Him to really work in my life, but I also don't want to. I don't want to pull away, is that wrong of me? I guess I can't have the best of both worlds, haha, Hannah Montana theme song!

One las thing I need to confess. I am an Owl City Addict. And I have no intention of stopping this addcition! :-D

Happy Thanksgiving everyone! May God bless you abundantly and with His neverending love and mercy.

<3 Dee