I hate school. I want to cry. I hate school. I found out today I don't have enough stupid credits to be considered a junior. I want to cry. I'm sooooooo stressed. People in the lab are annoying me. It's probably my bad mood. Forgive me. I'm worried about getting kicked out because of low grades. Especially Chem, ugh, I hate that class. Obviously, the tests are too hard if I study for a couple hrs and still fail the stupid test and the highest grade is an 85. I have a 4 pg paper due on Tue in one of my Eng classes, and just received an 8 pg paper in the same class. UGH!!! And then I have my dad nagging me about the conference and my bank account and my grades. Whenever he talks to me, its about money and grades, what about my life and my feelings? Don't those matter? I need this conference so bad, crazy bad. I just need to be away from school. Maybe I'll let myself fail out, haha. Wouldn't my parents love that? Well, I'm going to attempt to finish this stupid 4 pg paper. Bye.