Hanging by a Thread

I can be weird.
I can be creepy and awkward.
I'm selfish.
I like hugs.
I'm a tightwad with money, most of the time.
I can be nosy.
I can get in the middle of things.
I can speak without thinking.
I'm not skinny.
I might not be beautiful.
I can forgive, I have forgiven.
I can push people away.
I can invite people in.
I can be obnoxious.
I can be annoying.
I can be afraid to speak.
I hate confrontations.
I like Twilight, at times.
I can be happy.
I can be sad.
I can hold onto my anger longer than need be.
I get upset over little things.
I can be hurt easily.
I am too sensitive.
I have a strong stomach.
I try to listen to people.
But, if anyone can love me in spite of all this, or because of some of this, then you are a true friend. Most of these are things I can be or sides of me you have seen. However, it's not who I want to be. So please bear with me as I search for myself within all of this.