I'm falling, and I'm falling fast. Is anyone going to be there to catch me? It doesn't seem like it. Is anyone going to care? It doesn't feel like it. I just don't want to care anymore. Not a big fan of my life right now. Anyone wanna trade?? This was not how I wanted the semester to end. But I guess we gotta have a sour ending to a semester that began sour. At least there's some consistency. Nothing else has been consistent, except the sourness of the whole semester. Yay. I can't stand any of this. I'm so lost in the dark, I can no longer see the light. Is it worth even finding? I have no idea anymore. I really don't.
I need to see Nick. I haven't seen him since Tuesday. It seems like he's the one stable, consistent thing in my life.
Here's to hoping things start looking up. Night.
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