I must say, my first weekend back home was actually quite enjoyable. Yesterday I spent most of the day making cookies and ended up covered in flour, as did my youngest sister :D When we went to Walmart, my mom bought most, if not all of my presents right there, I thought it was kind of funny. Then I saw the phoen I want...perhaps I will get it or buy it for my birthday. I really want it, haha. Speaking of my birthday, I think it would be amazing if people could find some way to coem visit me *hint hint wink wink* ;-) Today was a really good day also. My mom invited my grandparents my two aunts, soem cousins and few family friends over for Sunday dinner. I think my grandpa has forgiven me for the horrible things I've said. He was actually talking to me and things seemed almost back to normal. It made me happy but I also have this nagging feeling that I don't deserve forgiveness. Just something I need to work on. I'm hoping this break will help me in many aspects, spiritual, emotional, physical. Spiritually, I need to get back on track with my walk. Emotionally, just to be able to figure things out going on with my deceiving little heart. Physically, I want to strengthen my arms so I can beat you once again! Muahahaha. It will happen.
Farmville. I hate it. Right now I am awaiting my poinsettias to be ready, they're at 96%. Argh. I'm impatient.
One thing that bothered me today though was one of my aunts. She brought up China and was telling me I was not going next year and I am going to stay here and finish my education. I just sat there, I have no idea why but I wanted to laugh. I wasn't taking her very seriously. I mean, it's not up to her whether I go or not. It's not even up to me really. It's up to Him and when He speaks, I want to be ready to listen and act.
Around this time of year, we always hear about all these people who are in need, and of people who have caring enough hearts to do what they can to brighten peoples' holidays. I want to be one of those people. I just want to help as much as I can. I think it would be cool to start a charity or something. I just want to be able to put smiles on peoples' faces. Seeing them happy always makes me happy :)
97% ready!! they need to hurry!
In the words of Porky Pig, "Th-th-th-that's all folks!"
Oh, one last thing, my family is addicted to Farkle, some sort of game on Facebook. Farkle, farkle, farkle. Although, my dad thinks they should change the name of it to something less appropriate :D
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